A Journal on
Consciousness & Healing 

Is the violence that we witness outside of us separate from us?

Or are we clouded by illusions of separation within our already united and quantumly entangled Unified Field?

When we witness war, violence, and separation in our world there is only one path to unity...

All sides must embody unity within their being in order to co-create the expression of unity as a whole.

As we witness fractal patterns of trauma, anger, violence, judgment, and hatred in our collective consciousness, we are invited to witness these expressions in a spectrum within ourselves because they still exist within us all.

Our collective consciousness needs to witness our individual unrest fully as a whole, in order to expand beyond the repeated fractal patterns of our conditioning.

I'll repeat that…

Consciousness needs to witness our collective unrest fully within EVERY individual, as we EACH make up the wholeness of OUR Unified Field.

As we all take ownership of embodying this fully in our lives, then consciousness collectively expands in harmony.

Any spectrum of...

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Parents: How to Guide Your Children Through Perceived 'Bad Thoughts'

Without bypassing their emotions and empowering them to utilize and integrate the intelligence of Life Force in their DNA within our Unified Field.

My love Amanda-Lee and I will be ready to have children next year, so this is ripe on our minds which is why I feel called to speak on this topic.

A dear friend and father sent me an IG Reel with a beautiful mother and child sharing their practice of what to do with bad thoughts...

Now while of course every parent should be honored to do what they feel is right for their family... I am not writing this to judge any parent with their own practices.

I am sharing this to educate those open to another perspective, based on my experience from the hundreds of clients I have worked with over the years who are parents, working through collective subconscious blocks with their children, and the deeper energetics of human conditioning within the quantum construct of our Unified Field.

There is a lot of uninitiated shallow misunderstanding and...

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How Holotropic Breathwork & EFT Practices Can Distract Us From Life's Intelligence

Consciousness wants to witness all energetic sensations arising within us, especially suppressed collective trauma in our cells.

When stresses in our life arise as tensions in our body, these energetic tensions are merely Life Intelligence inviting us to witness them. Consciousness wants to merge with every energetic expression as One with us.

But when we suppress/bypass deeper emotions then Consciousness cannot see itself clearly through our collective experience and provide more Vital Life Force for our expansion.

You unconsciously create a blind spot where

Consciousness cannot see clearly the core problem and it cannot offer a corrected algorithmic path to iterate it's fractal expansion. So you repeat the old fractal pattern.

Your clear sight in a hyper-present now moment is what offers immediate transformation into new fractal timelines.

But when we suppress/bypass deeper emotions then Consciousness cannot see itself clearly through our collective experience and provide more...

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For Advanced Level Coaches/Practitioners, Here's Why Your Impact is Plateauing...

At a mastery level, relying on guidance from a coach or therapist can prevent you from merging in union with life's intelligence to expand beyond limited human conditioning.

Read on for why...

At beginner to intermediate levels, of course, you can find some level of safety and clarity from working with a mindset coach, therapist, or practitioner.

However, this is where codependently working with someone to analyze your life from the outside restricting the expansion of your impact and legacy.

The energetic reality is there is no separation between you and your challenges, as your challenges are a direct expression of you.

Your disconnection from the full energetic expression of any challenge as it arises is disabling your ability to collect vital energetic data the moment it arises.

The moment you separate the challenge from yourself you are not able to see the fullness of the problem as a whole expression of energy in your life.

You have compartmentalized the problem which blinds...

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What I've Learned About True Union from My Love, Amanda Lee, Texas, and Chris Stapleton



For 10 months I have been in Texas committed to healing the last ripples of imbalanced energies, that up until now at 47 years old, have held me back from loving union.\

There is a healthy masculine family-driven energy here in Austin, Texas, along with grounded male friendships that have been very healing as I grew up without a father who was schizophrenic and homeless at times.

Generally, I have found more mirrors of healthy union here in Texas that I did not find in my 20 years in New York City (more on that another day...).

My challenges with partnership began growing up as an only child in the suburbs of Mississauga, Ontario Canada, without a father and a single mother who worked so hard to keep us off welfare.

I didn't grow up in an environment to learn what true union was. But it was the perfect environment to catalyze decades of trauma bonds.

There is a Chris Stapleton song called FIRE AWAY that has hit me recently and is perfectly timed as we witnessed Chris's brilliance...

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Healing My Own Childhood Trauma - Part 2/2

Here is part 2 of 2 of recently healing my own childhood trauma. 
Continued from my last post.

This has truly been an immense cathartic experience. So complete in so many ways. I've discovered how to detach from my childhood expectations and show up with more compassion for him. To ‘fire’ him from the role I’ve continued to subconsciously expect him to take in my life, and step into the freedom that detachment and true presence deeply provides. 

He is a man who is living the best life he knows how with what he has available to him. He has always searched for peace within himself through adventure and travel, battling his own demons along the way. Many times I remember him battling them out loud through the voice of his schizophrenia. I witness him now so much calmer, and truly at peace with where he is. With time (and maybe his dementia) he now seldom reacts to previous schizophrenic triggers. Paradoxically he has actually transformed somewhat...

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Healing My Own Childhood Trauma - Part 1/2

Here is part 1 of 2 of recently healing my own childhood trauma. (Part 2 continued next week).

I've been away for 3 months taking care of my 78 yr old father who was traveling solo in Mexico in February and hospitalized.

An issue with his Prostate and Diabetes had him passed out and found on the streets of Puerto Vallarta and taken to a hospital. A nurse contacted me through Facebook after finding my contact info in his wallet. 

My father is schizophrenic, parents divorced when I was six, so under four decades later I’ve really only just spent a handful of times with him throughout the years.


— Hospital in Mexico / Quick visit to the ocean

Being his only child and estranged from his family for decades, I was the only contact he had in his wallet. I knew he didn’t have anyone else, so I rushed down to Mexico to find him in a stable yet disoriented state in a local hospital. 

He was a shadow of what I remembered. Slower to speak, having...

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